- Mary Baker Eddy
The poem below, though written over a year ago still brings me to my knees in self-surrender...that drive across the Kansas prairie was just one segment in a spiritual journey so cloaked in darkness and isolation that I sometimes wondered if I would emerge in a form recognizable as me...even to me. The transformation continues...I am starting to get used to the butterfly me.....
Chrysalis Surrender
the earth shook
and the waters parted
and a man
born blind
came seeing....
darkness
dissolution
shattering
uncertainty
release
surrender
i am not ready
i cried out
alone and frightened
car radio
playing one
old Journey
love song
after another
as I drove through tears
and rain
and the sweet ache
of it all
the darkness rushes
past the window
as I fly through
the silence
of a Kansas prairie
the color of ravens
surrounding
my cocoon of
steel and song
will I emerge from this chrysalis...
this casing.... like a
butterfly
transformed by
a midnight journey through dark
cornfields and sunflowers
take me in Your arms
wrap me in
Your promise
Father
hold me close to You and breathe
Your message of grace
into my heart...
i serve You
i love You
i long for You in my life
if You are at the core
of this
shattering
let me
yield to it
and
have the patience to
let You
and only You
put me back together
in Your way
according to
Your plan
full of
You
only You
can
eclose me from
this tight
swaddling
of
darkness and
despair, uncertainty
and doubt
into....
what...
I do
not yet
know
can prayer
really
look
like
a tear...
wept
do butterflies
cry
Kate
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