Showing posts with label Aaron Keyes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Aaron Keyes. Show all posts

Thursday, September 23, 2010

"Grace like rain..."

"Hallelujah...
Grace like rain
is falling down on me..."

I love the simplicity of Aaron Keyes' gently, and reverently, recorded version of "Grace Like Rain."  But isn't this the very nature of grace itself, to be "simple, yet profound," a combination of qualities Mary Baker Eddy wisely uses in reference to John's statement, "God is Love."  And I think it is God's love for us, that gives birth to this thing called grace.

Grace.  What an amazing word.  It evokes such tenderness and peace.  To speak it, is to sigh a prayer of mercy.   To think it, is to hope.  To live it, is to trust that God's care is not a salary earned or a reward bargained for.   It is a gift, 
the gift, the inheritance, the unconditional outpouring of love from a divine parent to His beloved child.  

Grace, like rain, doesn't choose where it will fall, it doesn't decide what fields to bless, which wildfires of fear to still, or whose thirst for mercy to quench.  Grace is the activity of Love, which, when it falls like rain is, as Eddy promises:

"...impartial and universal in its adaptation and bestowals."

Grace under fire, amazing grace, grace to go forward, by the grace of God...axioms of grace that persist and permeate, resound and resonate, align and elevate us to our birthright as children of the Most High.

I wonder sometimes, how often am I truly aware of, and grateful for, those gentle grace notes of spiritual being..  Those times when I suddenly realize that God has met my need...blessed my life with  all that was necessary, or required...and yet goes that extra step to bring a touch of unexpected divinity to my  humanity. 

I love grace...it is the "thought gently whispers" threading itself through the sometimes complex tapestry of my days.  It is the "peace be still" to the shrieking winds and waves of fear, emotion, distraction or doubt that try to wear me out, and drown my spiritual ardor.

I noticed the presence of this grace, the other day when a moment of ego-centric atrophy came crashing through me.  I seemd to be caught in a trainwreck of misunderstanding and reaction...one that threatened to send me spiraling into another county.  But there, right there in middle of it all, in the cacophonous swirl of self-justification, and the twisting metal of  self-loathing, was the grace of God, the presence of the Christ, singing hymns of peace.  Songs of grace...coming from the most unexpected place at that moment...within me. 

This
is grace...an invitation to be beautiful, as Sara Groves sings in "Add to the Beauty."  By the way, do you get that I love this song.  But this is grace...the invitation, from within us, to be beautiful in the middle of those moments that are...shall we say...less than beautiful.  

Jospeh Cooke once wrote that:

"Grace is the face that love wears
when it meets imperfection."

These instances of human imperfection are the field in which grace flourishes.  They are the meadow where grace blossoms into a kaleidoscope of color.  They are the moments we often find embellished with divine ornaments...gentle grace notes of unsought kindness, humility's silence, and a stranger's compassion.

Anne Lamott says:

"I do not understand the mystery of grace -
only that it meets us where we are
and does not leave us where it found us."

Oh my....it is more than enough  to bring  me to my knees.  But then, isn't there were we belong anyway?

The fervent [burning] desire for grace, is, as Eddy says, "what we most need."  And if it is what we most need, our grace-bestowing Father-Mother God will not leave us with
just what is necessary...but with something more...something surprisingly, serendipitously, amazingly more.

Ah yes...grace.  What a word. 

standing in awe of it...
Kate
Kate Robertson, CS

I have included this video clip of two high school boys singing "
Grace Life Rain," (the recording is Todd Agnew's) because I am so touched that this is how they would spend an afternoon in a meadow.  It makes me want to cry.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

"You're not guilty anymore..."

"It doesn't matter what you've done
It doesn't matter where you're coming from
It doesn't matter where you've been
Hear me tell you I forgive...
You're not guilty anymore
I love you
Mercy is yours...."

- Aaron Keyes

The songs that serve as the keynote for each post on this blog are always deeply meaningful to me...each and every one of them.  They have been a springboard, a lullaby, a touchstone, a rallying cry, a protest song along my spiritual journey.  They are important to me, but I fully understand that they can be set aside in reading the story or poem that follows, without impacting the way you experience the text.  I hope this one is different for you. 

I hope you will click on this link.  I hope that you are blessed by hearing (and seeing) this video of Aaron Keyes "
You're Not Guilty Anymore."  I pray it either encourages you to bring your baggage to the feet of Christ and leave it there, or it gives you a glimpse into the heart of someone who is dragging around the burden of guilt, regret, sorrow, blame behind them, and that you have a better sense of how to encourage them in finding their freedom from these demons of atrophy.

Here is my poem of encouragement...

"You're not guilty anymore...."

drop it
release it
set it down and
walk away...

burn it
shred it
let it go

cast it off
shake the dust
remove the burden of your past

shuck it
loose it
brush it away
peel  back its cold hard-fingered
death grip upon your life's promise
break free from its grasp
on your pulsing
breathing
living dreams

leave it
abandon it
walk away,
retreat from its imploring,
refuse to return to
its calling,
weeping,
hauntingly familiar
cry for 
company

bring it
carry it
drop it
at My feet

and walk
away
leave it with Me

My mercy
sets
you
free



Our friend and brother, Paul, knew the burden of regret. He understood the way that guilt could deprive us...and a hungry, waiting world...of the exercise of our compassion.  How it would deny our gift of service to others, and of our right  to recognize our place at the table, take it, and share in blessing, the responsibility, of passing the bread of understanding and compassion to a hungrier brother or sister.

Paul and I have regular, family friendly "discussions" about some of his statements regarding the roles of women, but I never forget a critical piece of spiritual DNA, an instance of common ground, we share as siblings in Christ...one that is so perfectly articulated in Romans:

"There is therefore, now, no condemnation
to those who are in Christ Jesus."


It is a promise from
your brother too. And with it, this benediction from our "sister," Mary Baker Eddy:

"Oh, may this hour be prolific,
and at this time and in every heart
may there come this benediction:
Thou hast no longer to appeal to human strength,
to strive with agony;
I am thy deliverer."



with Love,

Kate
Kate Robertson, CS

[photo credit: Ashley Bay 2009]